i am forever wrong and you are always there to correct me. you were trying to make me a better person but i didn't know how to appreciate you. i end up doing stupid and useless thing and making things worse. maybe this ending is a really good start. life without you is hell but i've gotta learn how to let you go.
you were never mine. and you should live a life with people you love most and stop worrying about me. i should be fine. i may fall but i'll learn how to get up on my own. i'm glad i know you.
i'll miss you. and yes i still love you.
it's gonna be one lonely new year.
MicHELLe submitted @ 1:12:00 AM
weh..these day i seriously to the max damn lazy to blog weh. anyways, i went to cf on 19th and 20th. then today 21st my dad's bday. then 24th is pmr results day which is also my death day. then 25th is christmas.
and guess what! i still haven't buy my books yet and i belum clean and recycle all the old books. die lor. i so damn lazy already.==
MicHELLe submitted @ 10:14:00 AM
nobody will understand the pain i feel. it hurts so fucking much but i can't say anything bout it cause people will think i'm emo and shit stuff. if i'm emo, i would cut myself and let myself bleed to death but i didn't.
brina said emo stuff why dun you fucking call her emo. just because i used to call myself emochild?== thanks FOR UNDERSTANDING. THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE. THANKS FOR NEVER LEAVING ME ALONE.
thanks for all the fucking sweet things that happen. and thanks for all the shitty memories.
i guess..all i want is a little appreciation and attention but that's too much to ask rite. even on my birthday.
MicHELLe submitted @ 11:26:00 PM
i may hate people but you've gone too far.==lame assholes with no life. just because they do things you do so you like them. and if WE dun do those things you do or share the same interest, you dun give a damn about us? most of the time i dun care what you say but you've gone too far.
YOU SUCK! get a life.==
MicHELLe submitted @ 1:04:00 AM
i'm lucky but i'm lonely. you're everything i have. and seeing you smile makes me cry for some reason. i feel sad cause i'm not the one who manage to cheer you up but i'm glad you are.
you're everything to me. and not even your family or my family can tear us apart. and you should know who i'm talking about.
i wish you'll understand. i wish somebody understand. i just need to keep my mind busy. and rehersal is working. i have not been thinking bout you guys and i'm trying my best not to. cause next year..i doubt we'll ever talk to each other alot. i'm not avoiding. it's just destiny. all of us were not meant to be. no matter how hard i try.
but that doesn't mean i'm giving up. i'm not weak. and i do not want to be lonely.
MicHELLe submitted @ 8:45:00 PM
okay!
ANGEL
-angel is a giving game. let's say amelia and trever. amelia got trever's name for the game angel. so amelia has to go get a gift for trever without telling him that she's his angel.and amelia[as an angel] got to think for herself what to get for him.
btw, it's the thought that counts. :)
WHO'S YOUR ANGEL
-who's your angel is ALMOST the same thing. example~~amelia and trever. trever got amelia's name for who's your angel. so trever got to be super good to her[example: serve her food, entertain her, accompany her?]. just as long as she can somehow FIGURE out that trever is her angel.at the end of the game, everybody gather round to guess who they think is their angel.
p.s.you dun have to go out of your way to be somebody you're not. be yourself. and that's GOOD enough. (:
PEOPLE!!!please don't tell even though they manage to guess before it ends. keep it a surprise. it's more fun that way. trust me:D
MicHELLe submitted @ 11:58:00 PM
thanks for bbq-ing timothy! i mean..thanks for the bbq timothy!(: we had fun and stuff but i have to go back early. so sorry cn for not going over. i got phobia towards milky. i'm afraid of dogs that are afraid of me.
wish i could upload pictures but i didn't take any. and gosh! i got to get myself a pair of new sandals.== i think i almost fall 2 times~):
I am your servant and I am an object.
I am reduced to a heap of flesh which can be attained and owned.
I do not complain of the responsibility you give me.
I do not judge you.
I do not condemn you for your acts of revenge.
I am around you in your darkest despair and blinding fury.
I am in the midst of your only choices in a situation that corners you to death.
I am here to grant you the will of releasing that undying anger.
I am here to serve you.
Revenge is a dish best served when cold.
And I am here to indulge your appetite with it.
However if I deliver your vengeance, you must accept the consequences.
You should trade your soul in exchange for a person's perdition.
If you have the courage, then go ahead and do as you please with that red string.
I am in the other corner of your mind and fears, waiting for you to pull me and summon me.
I am Ai Enma.
the micHELLe
Her name is michelle but you can call her mich.
She is currently in love with all her dolls and also this guy(:
She got a pet mouse named after her friend, Danly.
Danly is currently living with TerenceCHAR NIE
Feel free to hate her.(:
Her dolls' names are Teddy[mr.bean bear],Dumpling[a pink star],Jack[NBC],Terence[a pink teddy],Sushi[a sad puppy]
Danly is now a father with 8 kids.
My Adores jigsaw puzzles.
sky, moon, stars and rainbows.
lilies, lotus, roses and baby breaths
My Detests
being in a hospital/hotel by myself
small areas
the forest "Oh pitiful shadow cloaked in darkness.Thy actions caused men pain and suffering. Thy hollow soul drowns in thy sins. ....Ippen Shinde meru?"
